I'm not enough. I am too much. I want everything and nothing. I'm scared to die and scared to commit to life. I'm caught in limbo, in the chasm between the conflicting sides of my fucked-up brain.
This isn't pro-eating disorder, nor is it recovery-focused. I'm not in recovery or even trying for it. This is just a blog of my experiences and feelings. It's just where I'm at right now.